Sunday, June 20, 2021

The Other Side

The sky is dark,

The street is empty,

No one is outside,

Just stray cats and kitties.

It gets darker and darker,

And quieter and quieter than ever,


Nobody else is in sight,

As they all gone into another side,

The world of dream,

Where everything is so exciting,

It's so hard to tell what to believe,

The fact that it's better than the reality.


It's a place for a child to touch the sky,

And for adults to lay lazily by the shore,

Free from troubles and chores,

Which will soon come back when consciousness restores,







Lucky you if you've been there before,

Well somebody else might have gone farther or more,

Instead of sweet illusion, 

The nightmare comes hunting,

Either by ghosts or enemies who are daunting,


Making you wish to be saved and freed,

Everything is vivid as if you want to scream,

You scream so loud as loud as a thunder,

Trying to escape before falling down and under,

It might get worst as no one knows either,

Will it be a nice memory or an unwanted fear,

So, you have no choice but to face,

 dreams which you will always remember.


Saturday, May 22, 2021

Ondeh Ondeh

     


When I saw Mr Raimy drew the picture of the greenish food, I knew that I want to taste it no matter what happened. His drawing was not bad. He drew a few circles and then, he made a lot of dots around it. He said the circle should be green and the dots were white. 

    "What does it taste like, Mr. Raimy?" asked Lela from the back of the class. Mr. Raimy smiled as if mocking the question. I could see a cloud on his head telling "Pity 14 year-old urban girl who never tastes such a wonderful food," and then the cloud vanished when he started telling how delicious it was.

    "You see Lela, when you bite the ondeh ondeh, it's a little bit chewy outside, but not too chewy that you may choke. It's chewy in a good way. The best moment is when it bursts and the sweetness of the brown sugar makes you want to chew more and more," oh my goodness, he made me drooling already. I saw Lela nodded but she seemed like she cared less.  

    Out of excitement, I raised my hand without realizing it. And Mr. Raimy gave his eyes on me. So did the rest of twenty-nine pupils. I froze. My heart bit super fast. The question suddenly stayed in my throat. Oh, dear. All I wanted to ask is where I can buy the ondeh ondeh. Nothing much. Mr. Raimy nodded his head as a signal to allow me to speak, but he knew me better. I was a coward. My face was red. I took a deep breath and ready to ask but then, the bell rang. Times up. We were going home. I sighed.

    My day was now a misery. I could not think of anything else except ondeh ondeh. I know what to do. This would be my mother's problem afterward. I smiled happily when I saw her car from far. 

    "Ibu, can I ask you a question?" I said.

    "Yes, my dear. Anything," she replied.

    "I wonder,  where can I buy ondeh ondeh?" I asked.

    "Ondeh ondeh? What is that my dear? Sounds like a lyric in a k pop song," she laughed.

    "I'm serious, ibu. It's a kind of food. Mr. Raimy told me just now," 

    "Well, I'm sure we can figure it out later. Or perhaps now! Let's order the food via  Food delivery!" suggested Ibu which was a brilliant idea. I couldn't wait any longer. I grabbed her phone and opened the Food app, typed ondeh ondeh, then SEARCH. 

    "Nothing?" zero result were found. I sighed. Ibu immediately suggested Google. So I did. A lot of ondeh ondeh's pictures popping up. Oh my Lord, they looked even better in colours. I showed the pictures to my mother even though she was busy driving. 

    It was a Malaysian dish. I did not think we could get any of it around here. I mean, why on earth New Zealanders wanted to sell ondeh ondeh? Gosh, now I hated Mr. Raimy. Why did he tell us about something that we could never get?  My mother said she wanted to have lasagna for lunch. I nodded although deep in my heart I wanted to taste ondeh ondeh. 

    The car stopped in front of a famous Italian restaurant. Not many people were there so we didn't need to wait for a long time. We enjoyed our lunch. She cracked a few jokes and I laughed and I continued eating and drinking and listening to my I pod and eating again and then we went home. I climbed into my bed and close my eyes. I wanted to forget about ondeh ondeh. No more ondeh ondeh . Get out of my mind!

    Knock! Knock! Knock! Someone was at the door. I wondered who but I was too lazy to open the door. I took a pillow and put it on my head pretending I didn't hear a thing. But, yes, I truly heard nothing, just a wind blew at the window. Suddenly, there was a BAM on my door. I heard a loud footstep heading towards me. It was getting closer and closer. I thought it was my mother so I moved the pillow.

    As I opened my eyes, I saw a giant round shape  in front of me. It was green! "Hello! Would you like to eat me? " It said with a smile.  I was so shocked then I screamed. And of course woken up from my sleep. It was a horrible dream.  I was haunted by ondeh ondeh. Unbelievable.

    It was 7.00 pm already. I hadn't perform my Asr prayer yet. So I hurried to the bathroom, took a quick shower and headed back to my room. Once done, I heard my mother calling my name. 

    "Yes, Ibu. I'm coming," I said and immediately went to my mom. She was at the kitchen, probably cooking for dinner. 

    "Honey, look at the table. I made something for you," she said. Without any suspicious I headed to the dining table. From far, I saw a plate of round shape green things covered with white flakes. Out of my surprise, I screamed "Ondeh ondeh!" happily. 

    I made a happy dance, shaking my butt and gave my mother a hug. I kissed her on her cheeks because I was too happy.

    "Where did you get ondeh ondeh?" I asked. 

    "Well, I just Google the recipe and decided to prepare the food for you. Hope you enjoy it," she said hugging me with joy.

    We sat at the table and staring at the lumpy ondeh ondeh. With bismillah we picked a piece and put it in our mouth.

    When you bite the ondeh ondeh, it's a little bit chewy outside, but not too chewy that you may choke. It's chewy in a good way. The best moment is when it bursts and the sweetness of the brown sugar makes you want to chew more and more. I heard Mr. Raimy's voice.

    "Ibu, it's not chewy. It's hard and sticky and tasteless. I don't like it," I criticized. Mr. Raimy told me lies. Ondeh ondeh was bad. I was so frustrated.

    The next day. I wanted to confront Mr. Raimy. I needed to tell him that he was lying. Ondeh ondeh was a bad food. As I reached school, I headed straight to his office. He was sitting on his chair having his breakfast.

    "I'm sorry to disturb you but I need to make things straight again. I need you to know that ondeh ondeh is the worst food I have ever had. I think you have made a huge mistake," I said. I might be too confident too.

    As always, he smiled while looking at me. He wiped his mouth with a handkerchief and took a sip of drink from his cup. He was ready to say something. Yet he took out a container and opened its lid. He gave me the container.

    What? Another ondeh ondeh? I could not take this anymore. So I said no politely. He insisted. He wanted me to have one. I have no choice but to put that green thing into my mouth again. My hand was shaking as I picked it up. I closed my eyes and put it in my mouth. I was clueless.

    I took another one and another one and another one. Mr. Raimy giggled. I started to realise that I could not stop eating them. It was 100% different from what my mother had made yesterday. It was truly a heaven. Everything about ondeh ondeh is so good. It was delicious!

Tuesday, May 18, 2021

Is it funny?

 It's funny. I have the feeling to write the moment I lay on my bed. I guess my bed is a magical boat that allows me to sail trough the night accompanied by various crazy ideas. Many things jumbling up in my mind like a buffet of delicious dessert waiting to be swollen.
It's even funnier that I have stopped blogging for almost 10 years and I start craving to write again now, which is, believe me, the most inconvenient time. Nailah, my 3-years-old baby girl is crying or should I say screaming her life out of her throat. A parent will never believe and accept that something so simple like losing your doll can become the most tragic incident in her life. I'm sorry but my heart tells me to ignore her and let her deals with the despair herself so that she will learn to control her emotions and needs from time to time by herself. Well, now she is singing, so I think my method works wonder! Horay!
Do you know, what is the funniest thing? The funniest thing is you will always find ways to do what you love to do. If you love a guy, you will try to impress him, being the most polite lady on earth when you see him, walk like the miss universe and your voice will automatically become soft tone. Well, obviously I'm married so I don't need to impress my husband anymore because he is already impressed with whoever I am for the whole 10 years of marriage. It's a solid example, love. But, it is what it is. You will do, whatever it takes because you love it. So whatever is coming, be it. Don't get lost. 
And how I love writing so much, I will try my best to give my all with my creepy, crap writing over here. Oh, how ten years gone without my masterpiece.  Ha ha. Embrace me guys, I'm all yours. Good night. Will beautify my blog soon. Hope so.


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